Not then

Bfffff :T 
So little amount of people were interested in the raffle
So it's no raffle
Sorry

Also what else... :T
I was on... "Kirjamessut" yesterday, I don't know what it is in English, book Fair? Anyways. There I was and there was this one single book I wanted! You know the Artemis Fowl series? Well I have every other part except for Atlantis Complex... 'CUZ NOBODY CURRENTLY SELLS IT D8 THERE ISN'T ANY EDITION! DAMN! They have like every single other Artemis book there, but not Atlantis Complex!? Dx Disappointment!! 
But so yeah, I went to look for it to that book Fair thing, 'cuz there they also sell books that someone has owned and yeah. Well I find some Artemis books. But not Atlantis Complex ;A; Hhhh... And then mom asked someone about it and he had some kind of program he was able to search the book from any antique stores (Damn that sounds stupid >.> But a place where they sell old books, ya know?) and you know what?
HE DIDN'T FIND ANY SINGLE ONE!!!!!!
THIS UNIVERSE IS AGAINST ME!!!!!!!
I adore that book series... ;_______________________; 
So that info kinda crushed me... 
Well...
I still have the library...
And...
I can always look froward reading the second part of W.A.R.P.... "Witnesses Anonymoys relocationing Program..." The hekc, I can still write in in English .__. It's weird in Finnish, too xDD "Todistajien Anonyymi Uudelleensijoitusohjelma" : DDD So it would come to... T.A.U.O? |D Omg, I'm glad it wasn't translated :'D 

And then what, uh... 
I think I'm slightly depressed or something.
Or then I'm just terribly lonely.
Fine, maybe I'm both. 
Hhhh. 
But I told about that to my mom yesterday.
So it's like.
Uh.
I don't know.
I don't feel any better... 
*sigh*  
Um well...
She told me to tell her if this doesn't go away in some time.
I don't know.
Maybe we'll go to see the doctor, then...
Reminds me about the doctor I'll see on monday.
I  never got a rid of my acne for real...
The zits keep coming back...
And I ate those pills for like three months.
For nothing.
Fine, they helped more than any other pills I've had before but...
Oh well. 
I guess I'll get more of them or something...
I've decided to trust in the doctor.
She's nice. 
But getting the pills means...
I have to give another blood sample.
I'm not afraid of needles or anything. 
I just can't eat for 12 hours before that or something...
I'll just skip the breakfast and school meal then.

Yeah.
Sorry for random blabbering.

Haaaaave a good day owo