Why?

"Why don't you... push me away...?"It wasn't actually a question. 'Please push me away. Don't let me hurt you more.' Can you hear it? That pathetic little please in my voice? One that I can't shut up? You couldn't catch my hint. Can you get this? Can you push me away before I go for it again?


I was supposed to start the description with "Recent RP events with my Bro"
But ya know
I forgot to post this when it was "recent" c': So Imma just say it's based on the RP, okay? 
Shortly: By certain events Link & Dark had to return to the Shadow Temple. And yup, Dark isn't really in his senses, leading up to the point he gets really messed up...


Another second. A fleeting second that seemed to last for an eternity. An eternity he used to just stay still. He didn't make a move, just looked at me. Dared me to do it instead of telling me to stop. He was seriously daring me. Maybe he didn't intend to do that. Maybe he didn't even realize that. But he was daring me. 'Do it.' His silent face was shouting it at me. (- - -) Why was he willing to endure it? THat pain? He couldn't enjoy it. He wasn't as sivk as I was to enjoy hurting him. He wouldn't enjoy it. Why did he allowe me to go for it? Why did he want me to go for it? For me? To please me? Was he really willing to go this far just to please me? Haha... And what did I do in return? Bring a weapon to his neck? Stop it. No. Shut up! A moment of distraction. A quick movement, red. Mmh, that's it... (- - -)

I'll make this up to you. I promise. I love you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Forgive me. A lone tear. I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you. I promise.